| digging my own grave |
[Apr. 10th, 2008|12:22 am] |
But oh, Don't I know
I'm just digging my own grave.
Someone else just save myself from me.
Don't, lord I know,
I'm just digging my own grave.
Someone save myself from me.
I look, but don't touch
its really no big deal
quitting when I feel I've seen enough.
Oh, don't call it unfair.
Its just a little fling
She doesn't mean a thing to me
I swear.
Oh, don't I know
I'm just digging my own grave.
Someone else please save myself from me. |
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| just smile as the rope pulls tighter |
[Aug. 30th, 2007|12:37 pm] |
This bedroom tells of our mistakes, perfume and innocence to take.
I am in love but not enough to wait, so take your place down on my bed
im not the same man that you met
i'll be your lover but im not your friend. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 11th, 2007|11:44 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | the smasking pumpkins | ] |
so, on lunch i was out walking and this bird was hobbling around, i guess it had been injured from the extremely intense winds, so i stood there watching it with stefanie for a bit, and i guess out of desperation of some kind of help he came over to us, so i had half a ham sandwich handy that i tossed down to him, and he hobbed over and started at it. i tried to pet him and he kinda hopped away so we backed off a bit, and he came back to it and ate some more, hopefully the guy is okay.
that is all. |
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| black sandy beaches |
[Jul. 10th, 2007|10:53 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | the dear hunter - black sandy beaches | ] |
further steps lead to yet another broken bottle
again the words contained have bled the page
who's tears were these?
which ran the ink
from who'd they pour to make this streak?
were they his by chance from telling her, or hers by chance from reading them
they could've been collective, they could've been from someone else
why dont we see whats at the bottom
why dont we see whats next
oh how she cries from vicarious pain from the one he writes about
she must have been so sad for him to throw her out
lets just say she is better off some how.
we couldnt fake it, so why even try?
lets just say she is better off some how.
im sorry :(, better i did it now then later. |
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| we awoke, at the edge of a summer |
[Jul. 3rd, 2007|07:46 pm] |
sooo, apparently my family is crap, and my brother refuses to pay any rent or anything because my mom has been secretly smoking even though she cant afford it and is just sending our family into even bigger debt when he's been trying to pay it off. he's gonna move by the 1st of sept which leaves me and my brother and mom pretty fudged, because i dont have enough money to live alone and pay for school, and if i cant cover school i really just dont know what to do because there goes my dreams down the toilet.
after a rough enough weekend i come home from work to this crap and i just despise my family at the moment. i am getting thrown some major curveballs lately and i am just running out of places to turn. |
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| warped tour |
[Jun. 24th, 2007|10:59 pm] |
everyone drive out to calgary for the 5th of july to attend warped tour because jesse's band is going to be playing.
K BYE. |
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| i've been living in slowmotion |
[Jun. 20th, 2007|12:32 am] |
As I recall with my stomach turning, I was hiding away from myself, away from you
Like nothing, though something was terribly wrong
And I admit that I was only waiting for the right time, the right moment for you to look away, and though you never did, I pretended for a while
So I could walk where I don't belong |
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| hurrah |
[Jun. 13th, 2007|04:09 pm] |
So I'm starting to dig my new job. Making friends with the COOLEST people in my training class, plus apparently i get paid more than eveyone else in my class, which is awesome.
what else, i guess i've had a few major things on my mind that i got around to dealing with, thats always a load off. also i've been kicking around some new song ideas, really just no desire to put them out there though until recently. very minus the bear-y and the dear hunter-ish because those are two heavy musical influences on me lately.
what else, i dont know. i am on facebook a lot lately which sucks because i used to swear to people i would never give in to shit like that. i still dont fuck around with myspace because i think its retarded. at least with face book i found my 6th grade crush and that turned out to be an awesome use for it.
rough day yesterday, or mostly rough night. I think in the end it'll be fine though.
anyway, going to get some coffee cake and do something productive. |
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| smiling swine |
[Jun. 11th, 2007|08:48 pm] |
now all the while, she is still stuck in my mind, and though it might sound premature, ambition strikes me when the mood is right.
the mood is right.
new jobs are neat. |
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