
That's not to say you dont find it in someone/thing else, but you bring it to yourself.
Take that one in, Chew it a little bit and see how it tastes.
Bittersweet.
A puzzle of a dove
Writing music, aka expressing yourself.
But of course there are other distractions:
Large orchestras doing drum machine noises,
sitting in the garden with your 12bore shotgun,
getting suits made,
kittens,
canal boats,
beer,
modular synthesis,
lego,
tax investigations,
traffic,
deafness,
insanity,
normality,
global warming, and the end of life as we know it.
Whatever.